Stressing

I think I had an anxiety attack Monday night when I realized that I was in deep shit for not doing any work. It scared me a little because this doesn't (ever really) happen to me. I guess I'm not as confident and strong-willed as I thought (yea, you people out there laugh all you want about my lack of self-confidence). The last time this happened was when I was in grade 8 and I was talking 4 full year math courses: grade 8 math (still had to go to class and do the work there), grade 9 math (missed two classes in my senior public school to go to L'amoureaux and take this course), Kumon (always hell of course) and at that time also Saturday morning school (Marilake..*high five* to anthony). But seriously, I shouldn't freak out. I haven't really been doing my work so technically I put this on myself. Karma right? Fucking karma...
Other than that, I just got two more midterms left to do, a Chem quiz due next week, Biology report (it's only 300 words?!?!), and a psychology report. I'm actually looking forward to doing my psych midterm because I heard that the dean of psych actually recycles all of his old questions from old tests. Saying that, they're selling all of the old tests for $5..I say that its totally worth it. Plus when I went go to buy the package today, I was in a wallowing (sp?) mood and I whipped out my change purse to give them some coinage when one of the guys were like "THAT'S THE COOLEST CHANGE PURSE EVER!". I let him play with it for a while... It's weird how even when there's so little to be happy about sometimes, the smallest things can make you smile.
SO SMILE!!! =D =D =D