rage.

Alright, I know have three acceptances to universities: Waterloo, McMaster, Ottawa. I have no idea which school I want to go to, I'll probably wait until I get all my acceptances first. I still haven't visited any universities other than Queens (which was unintentional), so I should do something about that soon. It still blows my mind that high school is coming to an end...and I can't wait until it's finally over! Anyways, while I was writing this blog, my dad yelled at me because I didn't put beer in the fridge for him. It pisses the hell out of me that he starts ranting about 'how I can't do anything at all" because I didn't put the fucking beer in the fridge. Oh yea, that's another reason why I want to get out of high school and into university..to be away from my parents!!! God damn, I just wish they would leave me alone sometimes. I'm sure I'm just full of teen angst and pms probably but it just blows my mind how unreasonable they get (or my dad usually) about things. "You can't do anything", "How are you supposed to be responsible in university?", "why don't you do something for a change?!", "you are just USELESS"...just SHUT UP!!!!!!

Fuck. You think I would be used to this sort of shit now since it's been happening my entire life, but it didn't dawn on me that I could defend myself until I started high school. I guess everything just comes full circle sometimes.